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who m ii ...? jUsME ... jus a nObOdy ... bUt he iis everythiing to ME ... ii Love hiim ... -=nObOdy=-.esther.jUsMe.
Monday, November 24, 2008
ending of here.. start of another...
but.. im now working on another blog...
http://jusme-nobody.blogspot.com/
gomen ne.. know may cause little inconvenience to you all... but
i seriously would like a change of environment.. so.. =]
here.. will always remains as memories of mine.. if u want, u can still come here to look ard the world n life i had in the past..
starting from dec 2008...
it will no longer be whomi- a nobody... but jusme-a nobody...
ja mata ne... see you all in my new area...
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Happpyy 2008...... o(^_^)o
Happy 2008...
i will be back...
give me some time...
Cya all soon
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.willBEBack.jUsME.nObOdy.
.0003.02/01/2008.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Valentine's Day and White Day
St. Valentine's Day is celebrated on February 14, and White Day one month later on March 14. It is said that St. Valentine's Day was imported to Japan in 1958 by a Japanese confectionery company. In Japan, it is only the women giving presents - mainly chocolate - to men, but not the other way around. Men are supposed to return the favours received on Valentine's Day one month later on White Day, a Japanese creation. White Day is believed to have been introduced by a marshmallow manufacturing company in the 1960s. The white marshmallows gave the day its name but other kinds of presents such as candy, flowers, etc. have become more popular over the years.
According to our survey, White Day is still less popular than St. Valentine's Day. 67% of the female survey participants indicated that they do celebrate Valentine's Day while only 45% of the men indicated to celebrate White Day. The two events are most popular among participants younger than 20 years with 75% celebrating Valentine's Day and 56% celebrating White Day. Valentine's Day is also more popular among single people than married couples, however, White Day is clearly more popular among married people (51%) than singles (40%). In fact, among married couples, White Day (51.3%) is almost as popular as Valentine's Day (53.9%).
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.1603.11/01/2007.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
To my darling on this special day!
the love i have For you, but also e gratitude i have and e tolerance you have for me. I'll also love you, jus Like you love me. Forever Our Love, i have for you, Unchangeable.

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不知不觉我们的恋情就这样过了46个月。在这1400个日子里,我们经历了很多大起大落的事。我想要跟你说一声`谢谢`,再来就是一句“我爱你”。希望在这简短的简讯中,你能感受得到的不只是我对你的…爱…还有我对你的感激和你一直以来对我的包容。我会永远一直爱着你…就如你一直爱着我一样。永恒的爱…我对你…一生不变。
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.1000.09012007.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
More about Kito Aya...
One Litre of Tears / A Diary with Tears

The story contains both love and sadness, while teaching the power of perseverence. Kito Aya (木藤亜也) kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. She simply wished to live until the end of her life, and the purpose of writing in the diary was to remind herself to not give up. She shed tears many times, at the same time encompassed by the rich love and support from her family, friend. Aya felt sorry and at the same time, thankful to the people around helping her in her everyday life. She kept saying “Gomei” (sorry) and “Arigato” (thank you) in this show.
After she was diagnosed with Spinocerebellar Degeneration, she gave up many things which she hold dearly: basketball, her senior who she loved, and many other things. But she wanted to continue studying in her high school and did not wanted to transfer to a special school, even though she felt that she was troubling many people. She said that studying there is the only thing that will keep her alive- she wanted to be with her friends. Studying was the only thing that made her feel she is still “normal”.
So far, the diary of Aya has sold over 18 million copies. The series accurately depicts the pain and hardship she had to endure. I shed many tears watching this drama, and it has made me appreciate and love life. Aya's diary, "1 Liter of Tears" was published after her death, because of its inspiring and courageous message. "Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing." How will her story affect you?
My tears flowed after almost every episode as I questioned myself, “What would I do if I were Aya?” In 1 litre of tears, you see a 15 year old young girl who was able to face her disease bravely, and tried her best to treasure the limited time she has with her friends, family and boyfriend everyday.
“1 Litre of Tears” stood out for a reason: it is not because Aya was upset because of her disease, she was touched by the love and patience she received from the people around her. I was amazed by the braveness with which she chose to live her life, as a strong girl at 15 years old, yet managed to face her cruel fate with a positive outlook, and tried her best to do whatever she could by herself.
To me, this was one of the best doramas of 2005, mainly because the reality of this story has enlightened me. I realized that my life is not that tough compared to those who are suffering from an incurable disease. The power of the love from her family and friends can be felt throughout the story (however cliche this sounds...), and encouraged me to be positive in my life even though there may be many difficulties and problems.
The series is rather short compared to other dramas. It is definitely worth watching and I would recommend it to anyone. The theme song, Only Human, by the Keita Tachibana (K), fits well with the drama and the emotions that the characters go through. This story contains both sadness and love, and I hope you guys will love this drama as much as I did. Overall, it's an incredibly emotional drama series that will definitely touch your heart.
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Episode Titles:
Ep 01: ある青春の始まり / The Beginning of my Youth
Ep 02: 15才、忍びよる病魔 / 15 years old, sickness that steals up
Ep 03: 病気はどうして私を選んだの / Why did the illness chose me?
Ep 04: 二人の孤独 / Solitude of two people
Ep 05: 障害者手帳 / A handicapped person notebook
Ep 06: 心ない視線 / Heartless glances
Ep 07: 私のいる場所 / The place where I am
Ep 08: 1リットルの涙 / 1 Litre of Tears
Ep 09: 今を生きる / I live now
Ep 10: ラブレター / Love Letter
Ep 11: 遠くへ、涙の尽きた場所に / Faraway, to the place where tears are exhausted
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bEiNgeNcOuRaGed.jUsME.nObOdy.
.0009.5/1/2007.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
One Litre of Tears (一公升的眼淚) - Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.
Synopsis
1 Litre of Tears (1リットルの涙, Ichi Rittoru no Namida?) is a Japanese Television drama for Fuji Television, about a girl who was diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old. Erika Sawajiri played this girl in this drama.

































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.eMoLiViNg.jUsME.nObOdy.
.0000.4/1/2007.
Monday, December 18, 2006
updates Updates!~~! Lol...
Heh heh.. is already one week after my birthday on 11 December 2006... heheh... =D
Firstly down here, i want to thank the following people.. for their greeting and the wishes for me... =D
Listing of Frenzz...
xin ni, wei zhi, angel, guo xing, hui jun, peiling, lesley, titan, ivan, alvina, mao yuan, yu xian, layyin, david, roderick, er jie, mummy, uncle, auntie, jacqueline, ... (sorry if i have left other names out... =x) and most IMPORTANTLY... there goes my DARLING!!!

He is so sweet lo... spent the whole weekend with me... been my side for so long... haha (i mean our relaitonship... 3yrs++.. going 4yrs le... Yepi!!) he so so sweet lo.. realli.. on my actual birthday.. he ran ard jus to buy one small cake for me lo.. coz he know my logic... "Birthday must have cake to eat, candles to make wishes and to be blew out " Thats why Birthday is different from other normal days. Hehe.. is my logic la.. different ppl different opinions to that... =D
>>> Cake1 Pic to be displayed .. Waiting for my frenz to send me... <<<

>>> Bought by DarLing.. He's SO sweet!!! <<<

>>> Bought by Er Jie and Mummy <<<
Other than cakes, i also received presents form my frenz... its their sincere to me.. which also include their wishes to me... i LOVE them all!!! (heard it all my frenz... no matter wad... i love you all!!!)

>>> Given by P.A.D.E <<<

>>> Given by Nana and MaoMao <<<

>>> Given by Layyin <<<
Hehe... let me tell you all more...
On Friday (8/12/06)
P.A.D.E asked me out.. and i have no choice but to reject the date with my klas gals... (sorry babes... =x)
we went to Taka there to have our dinner in Jade Crystal... haha... meal is not bad eh... jus that i bit "piggy".. didnt managed to eat very full... (opps!! =x hehe) later on, we went to heavenly heaven to relax and chill... and over dere... appeared my 1st cake... hehe.. and the presents too... they took the time to prepare when i go toilet lo.. somemore played the Birthday song in the hall lo.. made me so paiseh... * blushed blushed* really love them so much...
On Sunday (10/12/06)
Hehe.. morning as usual.. went to help out at dar's daddy shop.. everything were so normal lo... den dada at nite come my house lo.. heheh.. we watched the 【红星大奖】.. hehe.. nic nice wor.. den later on have match ... den i ask dar stay back watch lo.. dar looked so tired..
On Monday (11/12/06)
on the actual day, me met up with darling at kallang mrt... hehe.. met up at the last last cabin of the train lo... ahha.. =x we took train all the way to Yishun to eat my Fave... TEPPAN YAki..!! HAhaha.. so nice to eat wor.. yummy!!!! HEhehe... den later on we went to buy movie tix... "Happy Feet"... Tell you.. the show super cute andd nice lo... HEahhaha... actually we vv long nvr watch movie le... we alwaes no $$ de.. all thanks to my stomach -.-' ... hehehe... dar realli dotes on me alot lo.. HEhaha.. den we went home ard 11++... den he satyed back at my hse again lo... jus to pei me... ehhehe..love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAha.. okoko.. me current location is at.. Expo.. IBM Building II...
Know wad.. Yesterday.. IBM Buidling I got ppl jumped off the building lo... scareded... heard the pax jumped off the building at ard 9++.. luckily i nvr see.. if not i tell u .. me.. stunned.. den faint.. booo...
So... i say... working in IBM... so stressed de... "IBM SO STRESSED!!!"
Den i say to my other NYP frenz.. " in IBM ar.. when ppl stress.. they either... get pregnant (for women) or they jump off building.. BUt many prefer to get pregnant.. so that explains y so many pregnant mummy-to-be in IBM... " Lol.. so... a phrase goes like this (invented by me)... 'in IBM.. you either start a new life... or you end your own life when face stress...'
K la.. got to go back to do work le... Bye all.. cya frenz soon... and... in advance.. Merry Christmas to all... Have a wonderful 2007... =) Love all...
May all unhappiness ends.. amy all worries dispapear... May you be happy... May you miss me.. Coz i misses you too... =]
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.iNwoRkIBM.jUsME.nObOdy.
.1613.19122006.