Sunday, October 29, 2006

one day out in NIPPON PAINT shop

ehehe... now currently in my daRLing's Daddy shop... which sells paints and chemicals for painting or construction works... hhe... learnt things here... been coming for a few times.. erm... about.. 3 times?? Lol... sort of bored when no customer comes.. and also... HAVE TO fight with dar for the laptop... HUMPH!!... hehe.. but still... loVES him MOSt!!! jus finished serving an Ang Mo couple.. ehe... me served them personally... and also received payment from them... HEHE..~~ (Dun say i act cute hor.. toopid darling..)... =P... sorr of went through my friendster frenz list yesterday... realized most of my frenz... turned... PRETTY!!!.. hehe... happy for them too... but when come to think of myself... (haiz).. beta dun say.. =( so long nvr see my "lamkolim"... >.< missed them eh... (HEY ...!! u 3 out there... can u feel my lonliness w/o u all??!!) -.- hope to have a gathering with them soon... me now.. last year in NYP... currently studying my last semster... having quite a hard time in sch... cuz too bored... (haiz)... my darling also... always get bullied by his sup... (damn that guy sia.... dunno is mr. wong... mr. ong... mr. ng... or wadeva la...) booo!!! darling.. dun get so sian over this type of ppl... though he's the one grading u... hate him all u wan... =) i will always stay and stand by ur side.. =D kk a... lol... if continue to blog... ppl might say i am writing a "composition".. instead of a blog... lol... kkk la... anyone... if anything wan say... tag me all u wan... =)


signing off:
.feelingcool.jUsME.nObOdy.
29/10/06.1251

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Faiith... dO yOu beliieVe...

Faith

Sometimes....
Life can bring you down, Life can bend your knees,
Life can break your heart, Life can be hopeless,

having you begging please....no more....I can't take it any more!!.....
just let me be.....I'm sick of life....What is the purpose of me living anymore?!.....

Be strong and carry on!
Don't Ever Give Up On Life So Easily!
Don't Take The Easy Way Out!!

I will hold your hand tightly, I'll try everything to help you get back on your feet!....
but only you can decide your fate....
But I'll stand by you.....no matter what happens or what people may say!!
So stand up and walk forward!.....
with your own two legs.....for you, for me and for the ones that love and care for you so much....

It is hard to carry on when life seems impossible and >worthless....but I believe with all my heart that you will make it through....
with courage.... and faith....

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear....
Believe in hope and don't ever give up though it looks...."bliink"....

Even if the pride you hold over your head is a mistake,
Even if the ideal you paint crumbles,
Even if everything here wears you down,
I'll definitely be there for you!

If you're thinking of resting your ailing legs....
Move just one more step forward from here, instead...

If we don't continue to struggle, nothing will begin,
So break through, beyond the door....

Bind your strength and resolution together,
If you don't continue to carry on , there is no future,
So move foward, beyond the door....

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be....
The Will To Live.....

Plan for the future,
Live in the present,
Learn from the past.

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
Love leaves a memory no one can steal...